Mba Pima.

Udah lama engga posting. Udah lama engga curhat disini. Apa ini artinya hidup gue lagi baik2 aja?? Hmmm.. ngga juga.. ini artinya gw udah nemuin orang yg tepat buat curhat selain Blog. hehe.. 

Namanya Mba Pima. Usia skitar 4 taon diatas gw klo gasalah. Dia adek kelas abang gw pas SMA di Pati. Gw kenal deket ya baru setahun terakhir ini sih.. semenjak gw sering maen di kontrakan Jeruk (kontrakan dia pertama) lalu berpindah k kontrakan Rambutan.

Cocok awalnya adalah ketika pertama kali gw curhat soal gw gagal nikah taon kemaren.. Dia ga cuman ngehibur gw pas itu, tapi bener2 bisa bikin moodboster n kepercayaan diri gw yg waktu itu sempet drop, jadi naik banget. Tiap Sabtu n Minggu gw mampir k Rambutan, buat curhat, numpang makan, or sekedar nemenin dia masak.  Bisa dibilang hampir setiap weekend gw menghabiskan waktu di kontrakan dia. Yang tadinya gw bingung menghabiskan weekend di Semarang dari coffee shop satu ke coffee shop lainnya, setahun terakhir ini bahkan gw udeh gapernah nyatronin coffee shop manapun.. hahahaha.. karena gw udah punya 'rumah' untuk mengadu. #cieekkk

(to be continued)

NEVER LET ME GO

I saw this movie last nite. Starring by Keira Knightley. I thought she would be main character in here, but apparently not. Main character starring by Carey Mulligan as Kathy.

A love triangle develops between three friends (Kathy, Ruth and Tommy) who grew up at a remote English boarding-school and they make horrifying discovery about themselves. The stories begin with romance drama as usual, but what creepy is when they finally found out that the reason they exist only as organ donors for transplants, and will die – or, rather, "complete" – in their early adulthood. 

i'm a bit crying while watching this movie. It's more about: hows your feeling when you finally found out that your hope of living is taken for organ donation for someone else. Everyone in this world should have a right for living the life. A right for being happy. A right for everything, but so sudden all of it was taken very early. Their hope definitely has been destroyed.

HUMAN

I need to remind my self that i'm only HUMAN.

That can break any time. get hurt anytime also.

But my biggest fool is always letting someone so easily destroy me. Hurt me. and leaving me just-like-that.

I keep wondering all the time what actually happen. Is there anything wrong with me. all that mind's just killing me very slowly. It's true. I keep blaming my self for what happen. Every day.

And repeated as always.

Ksatria, Puteri dan Bintang Jatuh

#07:43pm

Friend of mine said that, these book could become your cure when you felt empty.

Let's see...

Note: lots of thanks for Mas Dian for borrowing me this book.

SUPERHEROES COLLAPSE #2: PAYBACK TIME!!!

#07:11pm

Yeah, we're back! only two months after first gigs, we're making another payback show, considering there's some bands failed to perform because of ACAB!

No preparation, no money and yes, i admit these kind of very reckless idea!hahaha

But this fun, we're fun! ^^

...

I am.

SUPERHEROES COLLAPSE #1 : "BECAUSE NOBODY CAN SAVE YOU"

#05:29pm

This could be one of my very very late post. After almost 2 years i'm back, staying in Semarang, finally i could make some music gigs again. Yeah, it's not that easy as it seems, remembering only have 5 members in this team; Dek Janet, Dek Olla, mba Rahma, Riska and me. But fortunately a lots of ACHC (Atlas City HardCore) buddies helps us also. Mas Botock, Mas Angga, Mas Chels, Maya, and many mooooreeee. We named us: HANTU MALAM...

We got only one month prepared for this gigs. Got amazing idea about: all of bands or audience should wear mask! a superhero mask! haha.. 

Then asking some of friends in Jakarta whose wanna come playing their band in Semarang at the end of February. Got very great response from them and finally we decided to invite 2 bands from Jakarta: Ejakula la Vampira (Horror Punk) and Proletar (Grindcore).

And here's the joy of SUPERHEROES COLLAPSE #1: "BECAUSE NOBODY CAN SAVE YOU"